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salam..
tetibe j rase nak luahkan something..dr semalam rase x shat..migrain..semalam ikut abg mkn ngn fmly kat res. nelayan tt kl..ermmknn best but rase x seronok sgt..sbb rase migrain ni so nak mkn pn xde mud..rase mcm lost jer..hr ni dtg keje lmbt..still thinking of the LKW offer..pk kan duit rase nak..pk kan sibuk ntahla..maybe kalau aku kesane aku jdk mcm officer...xde la live as lecturer sgt..tp hrp sgt cbuk aku nnt x dela smp terabai fmly..susah as women we ve to chose between fmly n career..which one shud we give our best commitment..but as for me..i wud choose my family kut..aku ni bkn jenis career women sgt..aku lebey kpd family..biarla suami aku nnt yg strive for the highest salary or wutever la..for me..ckp la gaji takat 4,5000 jer..xlrt nak kejar..setakat 4000 pun aku dah satisfied..buat ape duit byk tp fmly terabai..hmmm aku da plh lect field so terpaksela nak kena smbg phd pulak lps ni..but dgn support from abg,fmly insyaAllah in 3 years time aku nk amik phd..waktu tu da 28 thn..kalau bole b4 30 aku nak ade phd..hmmm..ape yg aku dpt skrg,aku bersyukur sgt..Allah knows better than me..xsangke tetibe LKW call dlm mase aku da pts hrpn nak ke sane..ape2pun, aku serahkan pd takdir aku..skrg byk sgt nak pk..my project paper..my wed..huh..penat..