"RAPUH"

sgt suke dgr lagu ni..biler dgr lagu ni trase sgt..cube2la dgr mesti trase sgt dlm hati..terase x sbr sgt nak ubah hidup jadi seorang yg lebey baik..lebih berilmu..lebey kepade menjadi seorg wanita yg penuh dgn kesempurnaan..walaupun hakikatnyer kesempurnaan itu tak ade pd kiter yang sememangnye hanye bertarafkan hamba, tp x salah kalau kiter mencari jalan kearah kesempurnaannyer..semoge thn baru ni bkl menjadikan titik perubahan dlm hdupku ke arah yg lebih sempurna..menjadi seorg hamba yg lebih bersyukur pd Mu..menjadi anak yg tak pernah melukakan ht org tua..yg penting menjadi seorg isteri yg penuh ketaatan pd suamiku..menjadikan perkahwinanku suatu bahtera yg xmungkin roboh walaupun ombak yg kuat menghempas sisinya..namun yg terase hanyela desiran angin yg bakal menjadikannya hanyut kearah keredhaanMu..semoga kebahagianan di dunia ini bakal menjadi permulaan bg kebahagiann di syurgaMu..ameen =)

Opick - Rapuh

detik waktu terus berjalan
berhias gelap dan terang
suka dan duka tangis dan tawa
tergores bagai lukisan

seribu mimpi berjuta sepi
hadir bagai teman sejati
di antara lelahnya jiwa
dalam resah dan air mata
kupersembahkan kepadaMu
yang terindah dalam hidup

meski ku rapuh dalam langkah
kadang tak setia kepadaMu
namun cinta dalam jiwa
hanyalah padaMu

maafkanlah bila hati
tak sempurna mencintaiMu
dalam dadaku harap hanya
diriMu yang bertahta

detik waktu terus berlalu
semua berakhir padaMu

she's so cute...my third niece..mmuaxxx..

antare kerjaye dan keluarge..

salam..
tetibe j rase nak luahkan something..dr semalam rase x shat..migrain..semalam ikut abg mkn ngn fmly kat res. nelayan tt kl..ermmknn best but rase x seronok sgt..sbb rase migrain ni so nak mkn pn xde mud..rase mcm lost jer..hr ni dtg keje lmbt..still thinking of the LKW offer..pk kan duit rase nak..pk kan sibuk ntahla..maybe kalau aku kesane aku jdk mcm officer...xde la live as lecturer sgt..tp hrp sgt cbuk aku nnt x dela smp terabai fmly..susah as women we ve to chose between fmly n career..which one shud we give our best commitment..but as for me..i wud choose my family kut..aku ni bkn jenis career women sgt..aku lebey kpd family..biarla suami aku nnt yg strive for the highest salary or wutever la..for me..ckp la gaji takat 4,5000 jer..xlrt nak kejar..setakat 4000 pun aku dah satisfied..buat ape duit byk tp fmly terabai..hmmm aku da plh lect field so terpaksela nak kena smbg phd pulak lps ni..but dgn support from abg,fmly insyaAllah in 3 years time aku nk amik phd..waktu tu da 28 thn..kalau bole b4 30 aku nak ade phd..hmmm..ape yg aku dpt skrg,aku bersyukur sgt..Allah knows better than me..xsangke tetibe LKW call dlm mase aku da pts hrpn nak ke sane..ape2pun, aku serahkan pd takdir aku..skrg byk sgt nak pk..my project paper..my wed..huh..penat..

wedding preparation..

hmm..nothing..just nak bebel sket j..but i ve no mood today to publish anything today..semalam g nilai 3..survey kain for wed recep..haaa sedey..abg main2 yer..huh xnak da ajak abg=(..kiter punyer series die main2 jer..but pas tu im happy..bcoz of wut???abg tau sendiri kan..=)..hmmm tx for yesterday..

Engineers are the best boyfriends...agree? =)

Don't u guys think so? haha
Advantage 1: Secure lifestyle
An engineer boyfriend can provide you with a secure lifestyle. At 27 years old, an engineer probably has a respectable, stable job that gives him a high income to own a car, invest, have a comfortable life, and
Get married and buy a house too. Law graduates are still working as a lowly apprentice in law firm. Most management graduates have just failed on their first business plan. The arts graduate is still looking for a job. And the medical school graduate is still living in a hospital.
Hmm..xbermakne gurls materialistik just a kindda security=)

Advantage 2: Unmatchable industriousness
An engineer boyfriend will dedicate anunimaginable amount of his time and effort to understand you. Engineers strain really really hard to understand their work. You can believe that they will try really really hard to understand women too, just like how they understand their work, once they believe that you are the one. So even if they don't understand you initially, they will keep on trying. Even if they still do not understand, they will figure out the correct method to keep you happy (e.g. buy diamond ring = 1 week's worth of happiness.) And once they find out the secret formula, they will just keep on repeating it so that the desired results appear. Unlike the Lawyer who will argue with you. The Management graduate who will try to control your spending, The Arts graduate who will 'change major'. And the medical school graduate who will operate on you. And you know what, it's really so easy to make engineers believe that you are the 'one'. Say that you like one of their project and they will be hooked to you forever.
Hmm..betul ni=)

Advantage 3:
An engineer boyfriend will never betray your trust. Let me first tell you what is wrong with the rest of the others - The lawyers will lie about everything. Management graduates will cheat your money. The arts graduate will flirt, and you probably just look like another cadaver to the medical school graduate. Your engineer boyfriend is either too busy to have an affair, and even if he does, he is too dumb to lie to you about that. Hence, an engineer is the most secure boyfriend that you will ever find - rich enough, will keep on trying to understand and please you, has no time for affairs, and too dumb to lie to you.
Hmm..ni pun betul..
Proud to ve an engineer guy=)

a paintful morning..

bgn pagi slt subuh tgk jam still early..6.30..cam nak tdo blk j..tetibe skt perut yg amat sgt..faizin plak dlm toilet..menjerit2 kat luar..aaa dlm kul 7 br dpt masuk..huhu kotor jer..semalam msk aym grg kunyit..sedap je mratah dgn ina..ltak ciliapi byk2..pedas..sedap..tp bgn pg j skt perut gile..=)tu je pun nak story..hehe nak g breakfast..

kosong...

Pagi tadi bgn subuh kul 6.30..bgn2 jer rase ksg sgt..xtau knape..tp aku asyik teringatkan pasal semalam..aku rase mcm aku kejam sgt..knapela aku ckp mcm tu..kalau abg xigtkan aku semalam mgkn aku pun x sedar..aku rase berdose sgt..knapela aku jd hambu Mu yg selalu sgt merungut x bersyukur dgn ape yg aku dpt..sblm tdo semalam aku igt blk..selame ni ape yg aku nak semuanyer aku dpt..aku ade mak ayah yg sygkan aku..aku blajr smp master skrg smbl keje..walaupun mmg ssh tp da 2 sem aku dpt lalui semue ni..aku dpt abg yg aku rasekan bende plg indah aku dpt dlm hdp aku..mama abg pulak mmg layn baik sgt dgn aku..ape yg aku dpt skrg mmg ssh org lain nk dpt..tp aku still lg x bersyukur dgn ape yg aku dpt..Ya Allah..ampun dose aku..tanpe rahmat dank ash sygMu hdp aku xkan pernah lengkap..aku rase ksg mcm skrg..saje jer luahkan semue ni..skrg br rase ok blk..skrg aku dah x ksah..aku tgg2 result LKW..aku jd xsbr..aku jd tension..tp kenapela aku nk rase mcm tu..pttnyer aku sbr jer..lgpn skrg aku da pun ade keje..bkn menganggur..pttnyer aku ikhlas dgn ape yg aku buat..kalau xde rezeki dgn LKW pun aku redha jer..cume aku hrp aku sentiase dikuatkan hati..sentiase bersyukur dgn ape yg aku dpt…utk abg…tx a lot syg…abg da sdrkan ana…ana mintak maaf sgt sbb slalu mcm ni..ana hrp abg sentiase diblakang ana..i love u soo much..